Fun

Saw on your Facebook, Twitter that you going taiwan on 11 Dec 2011, Sunday, for 1 week. Hope you have fun, learn what Taiwanese(s) do there. Hope when you come back from Taiwan, you'll be a better girl, because i know that Taiwan isn't as a bad influence as Singapore.

Had fun ytd & today, 11 Dec 2011 (Sunday) & 12 Dec 2011 (Monday), Played Laser Tag with Crossfire Laser Tag both were under blocks & at multi-storey carparks. The playing ground was quite a big area, coz it covers about 3-5 blocks distance. 1st was us (Haq, Zai, Zul, Gavin, Aiman, Edwin & me) with 2 team marshals, 1 malay guy & 1 chinese girl... 2nd was me & Zai played with 3 malay girls who are new to this game.

POP Oh!!! on 9 Dec 2011. had known my posting,as Transcom... I'm going to patrol around MRT Stations in the future,during my NS times.... So, see you in MRT Stations =)

P.S. I've been thinking of you more & more often.

It hurts

It hurts me seeing you drinking more often. It hurts me seeing you started smoking. It hurts me seeing you missing me. It hurts me every time i remember you. It hurts me when i didn't get to remember you.  It hurts me so much. But i'll endure all these just for you. Good things have to wait right?

To start this post. Hi to you, hope you have a great day today =)

I'm hurt internally, externally, mentally and whole heartedly.

Internally: The left side of my lower back has begun again, for the 2nd time 2 days ago when i went to gym during OTOT time in camp.

Externally: I'm getting tired because i'm stressing myself to exercise to get back the muscles last time. Also training for POP in camp for 9 Dec 2011, the big day which HTA extend our time inside by 1 more month.

Mentally: Alot has happened and going to happen, so i'm stress. Ben Poh's 21st B'day chalet on 17 Dec, SG(B) clique gathering, meeting Mei Jia (date not fixed), meeting Zhan Yan (NITEC classmate).

Whole heartedly: My heart aches when i see Singapore teenagers not even growing up mentally. [How will these ppl protect Singapore(army), the citizens (NPCs), Singapore sky (air force), buildings (SCDF)]. My heart also aches everytime i miss someone.

Just to end this post. I've been influenced by you to start blogging. So you are already in my life, so don't every go out of my life.