January 2012

Its been awhile since i posted.... I never liked to post out my feelings & life to the public, but since 1 day, i slowly started to do it everytime i think of something....

Anyway, first things first. I'm going to POP from Transcom basic training tomorrow, 9 Jan 2012 Monday, and start patrol on 12 Jan 2012, Thursday. we 144th Intake, Alpha team have to take force leave for 10 Jan & 11 Jan since they work morning shift and our TL doesn't want us to work morning shift for starters. Our leave is minus by 2 days....  The training was fun and stressful (for me), because we got quite afew things to learn, which i cann't say out, under the Singapore Law Act.

Ok, now will be my personal life. Had lunch with Wei Keat & Wen Hui at KFC, Nex from 12.30pm - around 2.30pm. I was suppose to be with Suren, Syahril, Li He, Anuar, Lay Kuan & Li Ying with the activity being cycling @ ECP. But slowly, 1 by 1 cann't come.

But before this was a Countdown Party with my big group of friends @ K-Union, Cinileisure. We really had fun & some got drunk with Marttel V.S.O.P & mix w/ coke too.... We also had plain water for healthy peoples. We played '5 10', poll, dance, sing, act, drink, & party! had a fun night with them until 6am

Still before this, was Benjamin Poh's Birthday at 17 December 2011. Went to Changi Aloha Halton C to celebrate. Played wit the kids before all came to celebrate. Helped out with decorations too. Some from inlife stayed overnight. We had too much food lift, so no choice, left some in the cooker for the cleaners to eat after we left, around 10+am.

Final section of this post.

Last night i almost cried myself to sleep because of personal problem. Thought of something & someone after i went to sleep at 12.45am. & slept around 1am. Still thinking whether should i pluck out my courage and go or stay as how i used to be, keeping quite about everything and everyone. With courage, i can know the answer which i want to know since then.

P.S. I'm thinking of you and crying when i was lying down on my bed. I should be talking to you, but i know that you can't talk about love face to face. this is what's bothering me from talking to you.