Me again?

I know that i've been changed by you... I was once never letting out my feelings to the public... But since the time u said that you like to post your feelings out, i slowly started too.... Now all my feelings been been written here, just for you to read.... But i doubt that you'll read all this as now what i did was to only f**king irritating you. So now i'll STOP. You posted on facebook that it will be best if you disappear from my life and it will make me happy. But when u disappear, i'll really feel guilty. Whenever i think about the time we were tgt,it makes me shiver in fear. Just this afternoon, i ask to meet you and you said no. I'm not sure if you are avoiding me, but now i decided that i won't be caring about you. I'll be treating you like one of my friend of lost contact, i'll never going to contact you until something has happen. Never will i going to message you from time to time to keep my boredom away.

There's NO POINT in me to think about you again since you decided to leave my life, and started to think that i'm f**king irritating. I'm sorry that i entered your life. I'm sorry to have caused you so much pain and suffering. These will fade away in due time (i hope). I'LL NEVER GOING TO IRRITATE YOU AGAIN.

I'm sorry that i'm F**KING IRRITATING. I'm sorry that there's NO POINT in anything. I'm sorry that i ENTERED YOU LIFE.
Now i'm leaving you for good.
Good Bye my first girlfriend which lasted only 2months. You never lost anything. We never vowed, never kissed, never dated, never even touched. But our happy moments tgt will be in my memory.