I know that i have hurt you a lot. It hurts me seeing you being hurt. Every time when i use Facebook, the first thing that comes to my mind is your profile & your blog. I have the urge to see what u have been up to lately, because i don't want to see you leading astray with stress & missing me. I know that you have taken up Shisha more and more often. Shisha is worst that of cigarette, it shortens a life faster. And your drinking life as also increase, it's hurting me seeing you become like this. I'm still in love with you ever since we broke up. But i can't tell you because i want you to concentrate on you studies and grow up well. My heart hurts everytime i think about you going further and further and trying to forget me. I'm sorry but i can only keep my feelings for you until you end your NITEC life. I think you still have 1 more year to finish, but i'll still wait for you.
It's been close to 3 months since i came to update my blog. & i don't know what to say. Thought of the song "Right Now" by Akon when i think of the title for this post. But not making love haha. Anyway... i left 3 weeks for my POP on 9 December 2011. I'm lucky that i pass all the exams & studied real hard using the way i learn best. It's been 3mths + since i entered NS... still have 1 year 6 1/2mths left. In NS i've learn more about myself.
1. Anger Management Problem
2. Talking Ability
3. Bravery
4. Body Proportions
5. Likes & Dislikes
6. Blood Donation
There will still be more things for me to learn about myself.
P.S. I can't speak up on things & people that i love. Because i keep thinking that it's the wrong time to say it. But i really love you even though you aren't as beautiful as other girls, arn't as slim as other girls, aren't as innocent as other girls. But you are who i love.
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